it's end

So without any discussion,
without any inform...
our ambiguous relationship comes to the end...

it's change within 2 and a half day..
which is sudden.. i got no notice at all

v no more holding hands,
no more kissing,
no more texting like last time..
words from ur mouth different..

i can feel u still care abit bout me..
but u try so hard to hold urself back

so is tis wat both of us wan ?
or is tis wat u wan ?

u nvr talk to me clearly bout "us"
until now..
i dont even know
wat the past 3 months means....

all the words u said,
all the sweet memories u given...

n in a sudden its all ended....

i cant do anything even i still care so much..
even i hav alr told u wat i wan ..
u seems to juz ignore..

anyway u r hurting me..

i juz hav to learn to use to it..
cos i hav to stay strong as usual
walk my path as usual
lean on myself..
all by myself..
i will stay strong n learn to use to the heartbroken feelings
even though is really painful which able to take my breath away ..
i will still learn..
n i will learn to wait too..
cos i really love u so much
u dont know...
u thought that i able to stop now
but u r wrong ..
cos u dunno how much i love you..

J,
u dint even giv me the last chance to kiss and hold ur hand...