Sunday, September 11, 2011

busy week

ya ya ya
is a busy week
n im so gonna die
because almost whole week im sitting exam next week
mid term mid term.
although it might juz 10% or 20%
still it means a lot.
u might get an A for the 10% o 20% in ur final result .

Somehow
tis sem3 lecturers are all insane
they thought v r superhero.
they thought v go gigantic BRAIN to think
they expect to much n too high from us. 
n actually v r DYING. 

2molo having test. 
juz midterm, gues wat . 
chapter1-5.
which all pages are full with WORDS.
is not slides, is PDF file .. o0o...
n i hav spend my a little BIT time 
in writing lyrics but actually i should study the notes

ANYWAY.
screw it.. o0o..
will study till late night again =-=

Besides, im busy from sept till oct.
though im going to 2 trips on Oct, 
but is a CLASS trip, is my assignment also =-=llll

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

往事只能回味歌词


时光已逝永不回 
往事只能回味 
忆童年时竹马青梅 
两小无猜日夜相随 
春风又吹红了花蕊 
你已经也添了新岁 
你就要变心 
像时光难倒回 
我只有在梦里相依偎 

时光已逝永不回 
往事只能回味 
忆童年时竹马青梅 
两小无猜日夜相随 
春风又吹红了花蕊 
你已经也添了新岁 
你就要变心 
像时光难倒回 
我只有在梦里相依偎 

春风又吹红了花蕊 
你已经也添了新岁 
你就要变心 
像时光难倒回 
我只有在梦里相依偎
Song i like although it was quite old generation one. xD

Room SERvice !


This lady on the right. 
is my lou yao <3 

the things in the middle is wat v had yesterday. 
name: Chatime

What a nice holiday finally i decide to clean my messy Room
what i hav clean out 


you see my table :) 
so tidy now~~~ <3 



 and my "closet" too 
ok, i knw closet use to put clothes~ 
but mine special
i put books~ xD


feel so clean :)
i do all this until 6am in the morning ehhh~ 
so tiring ..
dats y the next day i slept until 3pm+
hahah..

n for my dinner when n wit my lou yao
which pic above show

although ntg special
but i feel like blogging bout it 
:D


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

sIck

omg. im so weak wei =-=lll
went to luna bar to celebrate wern birthday yesterday.
then go 2nd round at Geographer Adventures.
already sore throat before her birthday.
i guess cos dat day raining n i run to class from parking.
after dat class got air-cond somemore.
then late sleep for few days.
until her birthday 4am+ only sleep
n hav to share bed with a polar bear.
n make me get homesick.
miss my bed so much at the moment
srsly =-=... i also behtahan myself..
more n more yim jim.
n lack of drinking water.
i now at the situation of sore throat, flu, slightly coughing abit, eye swollen and hot n cold whole day.
ya, i wish to lose my voice also. then i dont hav to present 2molo.
hahahahahaa....
so bad...
but i still not yet prepare the presentation speech =-=
ok.
get my ass to work now. bye bye.
i wan cry T_____T
so sick.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Miss I


Hey, I do Miss you.

When can i back to the "old" me.
But i have to bear with all those "comments" again.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

笨心

好想抛下一切就这样远离家园
好想到海外升学但自己不争气

也想抛下一切到外边旅行
好几个月不回来
避开一切

好想
就离开
免得我胡思乱想
想和最要好的你离开

只有和你们我才有平静的思想
你们总说我老
也许在你们面前思绪才不会出来胡闹
有我的假正经

好想不再见面
好想不闻不问
好想人间蒸发
好想不知道
好想一切都没发生过

还我思想的自由,
还我身心平静的自由

你这个笨蛋的心
为何又自甘堕落?


whenever there is a problem occur,
which will affected my emotion,
i choose to leave,
im not avoiding.
juz i wish time will heal me.
when i hav decided,
srsly i will leave you.
no matter who u r in my life.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

stress, sigh

So long dint cry
feel like crying again.
bcos of stress
yes, sounds like im a baby
living in a peace world for too long
is time to experience some hard work

sem3 arent as enjoy as sem 2 n 1 anymore
everything was rushing
i believe the time for sem3 are shorter
bcos v hav internship
and v hav 8 subjects.
srsly wat kind of uni is tis ?
o0o

too stress until i dont feel like doing anythin anymore
i juz wan to cry
or go somewhere else.
i wish to go out
but hav to save $.
petrol alr make me broke.

who can i count on when i need some1 to b here wit me.
who can really stand my bad temper

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

another moody day

it was a bad day for me
for the whole day i feel like crying
so long i dint moody
but once come to *one month one time*
i cant control .. =-=
mood swing...
dont feel like talking, dont feel like laughing...
juz feel like crying..
n depress...
wat the lecturer ask for was juz too hard for us..
n not my fault..
the hotel dont even wanna reply my mail...
i cant comfirm anything
n wat i did..
fly up to 140km/hr, which my car meter only until 160km/hr
bringing h.chin wit me
i knw it was dangerous..
im so sorry,
i would do it alone next time.
i shouldnt danger my fren's life.

i dunno wat kind of feeling now.
bcos all mix 2gether. so hard like ur heart is wrapping by all the veins n all pull at the same time.
is so complicated
n i hardly breath..
i think was bcos of the coffee n im shivering now..
shouldnt drink coffee...
but no choice, my personality, i do wateva i wan/like.
this blog was suppose to describe my lifestyle when i get old.
but i juz couldnt type out any words cos my mind was so complicated now..
i wish i can keep speeding non-stop on the road for the whole nite to cool me down..
but i will juz do it in my dream...

feel so empty

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

o0o

im a kid who totally hav no sense of secure.
bcos i always disappointed by him.
what he promise, he said, i shouldnt put too much hope on it anymore
he dont really take promises as something that is important
so y do i still believe in things he said?

u invite them come.
her daughter sit on my place.
what would i feel?

so tired of the things u do from im was 5 to now.
u nvr change.
u juz wan ppl to accept
n u dont1 change.
i will wait
bcos..
in future.
there is 1 things u hav to accept bout me.

u nvr know.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Sem3

update bout my uni sem3 life?
sucks man.. =-=
most of the subject is boring....
and all the things was juz repeat , repeat n repeat
same notes, same definition...
and i think i hav taken a irrelevant class..
aikz..
wat to do?
subject was written as "elective subject"
but the choice for elective was only one
means .... v hav to take it..
n wat i think actually the class should attend by BE2 student
and not us...BR2 =-=
n v r the one who should go for the sports subject.
haiz.. i dunno wat kind of management is dat..
sucks...

1st week v alr given 3presentation 1 proposal.
n 2nd week. thursday, mean 2molo.
i got presentation d..
haizz...
but so far the diploma student was nice :)
hope v can b real fun for the remaining yrs.

n i think v will suffer 2gether for the eco tour.
hahaha.
best of luck
;)

i muz survive...

Saturday, July 23, 2011

爸和我

昨晚那睡不着的夜晚
我用来思考了些问题
想到
爸爸其实是个没有安全感的男人
哈哈
就和我一样
他每晚会出去喝酒到那么夜
是因为他不想在家感受那空虚

我也终于明白了

爸,你和我一样吧?
我们的爱情路上都很坎坷
不是吗?

都不能与爱的人一起

原来,我不是在替你还债
只是我们有同样的命运

Thursday, July 21, 2011

假期与海 ♥











海,有一种奇特的力量
就是望了它以后
就那么的无忧
心情也快乐起来
蓝蓝的一望无际
心情真愉快
呼吸那空气
听风声在耳边擦过
让海风打在脸上
让我们的笑声看着那夕阳结束
我忘不了的旅程
虽然我们的组合很不搭
虽然我有一天没睡好
但,
我好爱沙滩 
好爱与你们相处的时刻
 ♥

每个长假都去海边,好不?呵呵

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

july conference job :)

being a volunteer in 3days conference
for the 1st day in the morning,
i already get scold
yes feel sucks.
cos im a back up volunteer
i hav no ground tour but a short very damn short briefing.
no complete map
and their venue and timetable having changes.
dats y i get scold.
and they dint even think about im juz a back up volunteer i hav no update information in my hand.
nvm.
i will take it as a lesson.
n i thanks for the ppl who scolded me.
cos i learned.

but 3days conference
wahaha...
INTERNATIONAL conference
so i saw lots of ang mo!!!!!!
and also erm, i not sure where they from,
not racist, but they are black ppl (i call them black ppl bcos i dunno where they from)
they are very polite!
i like them :)
Malaysian are very polite tooo
but not as polite as them.
they will greet u "good morning" loudly
will say "hi" and ask "how r u"
hahaha.
so nice of them <3
of cos.
got few leng lui also lo
leng zai i think so far i only saw 1?
but i really like to c ang mo.
bcos they hav very fun personality.
haha. i saw an uncle i dunno whether he is delegate or speaker
but he whistling a song in the morning n he greet every1 he c.
LOL~ they r so cute :)
i would like to find ang mo to b my other half. xD

and 3 days i stand 10hr++ for the 3 days.
is tiring, and my leg is hurt.
but i do like my position.
and finally i learn how not to lost in KL Convention Center
n i would like to say the ppl who design interior of KL Convention Center is sucks
bcos every delegates/tourists who went inside dunno where is the main entrance
bcos the main entrance is on the other side =-=lll
and at tis job, i knew some new frens too :)
haha, v played in the conference, saw they curi curi sleep
joke, disturbing each other. xD
kinda miss them d. haha
and in my life! for the first time,
i ATTENDED gala dinner !!!!
wow wow wow.
tis conference gala dinner is so fun!
except for the dancing performance others was great!
n the MC too. haha.
the ang mo, i think they are wife n husband,
they stand up and dance in the middle
lol! so cute so sweet
and then lots of lots ppl start dancing,
some of them dance in their place cos they are too far from the stage.
is a very nice Gala Dinner.

ok, i think the update will juz end here.
i enjoyed the job :)

Friday, July 8, 2011

x holiday

i dislike holiday actually.
im too free.
too free to think barang yg bukan2
too free to become emo (somehow im always ok another day)
too free until i ruins my time.
time i should sleep but im awake n facing my laptop
time i should awake, but im sleeping on my bed
i feel so guilty for not doing anything in my holidays
i dont even wan to attend my singing classes which still owe by the teacher.

i would like to hav a chit-chat time wit my belove kawan.
but everyone seems so busy aren't they?
juz bcos taylor's having a very wrong timing of holidays.
most of the uni having it on Aug.
and y v r at july?

lost mood.
no one to be blame.
yes i knw.
they really busy.
i understand.
i juz cant help.
everytime i facing them
n i look at myself.
me , im the only one who dint follow the steps to my dream
im juz a ppl who simply study something which actually not my dream
fate? or i juz dint hold my dream tight ?
my english. is fate or i juz not hardworking enough?
srsly i would like to become a lawyer.
but now, seems like everything juz gone.
empty dream.
Jay chou said when u lose 1 dream, change another 1.
but is not easy when u look at others n look back to urself.
there is always a sentence in my mind
"im the only one who fail to achieve my dream"

i feel guilty. i feel down.
就像随便选了一科忍辱偷生的在生存
i have no direction.

god, tell me how long i dint cry d?

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

06072011

现实点吧,
感动不能当饭吃
它只是生活的调味料
庆幸当年你做对决定
问心有愧
真的不能像他给你那么多

我想永远单身较适合我

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

黄龄 - 特别

黄龄 - 特别

只剩一个人的海边 脚印被浪花湮灭
像刚才没有人在 我身边
流星没听清许愿 就坠落不见
感情 曾多灿烂也熄灭
惋惜 会在泪水里沉淀
我深爱过你的特别 所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延 快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沈醉
随着你的情绪转变 走过不同的时间
从兴奋好奇怀疑 到疲倦
想用更爱来解决 动摇的一切
可惜 越不放手越决裂
紧握 只会让痛更强烈
我深爱过你的特别 所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延 快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沈醉
就把你当成一个纪念
不肯待成一种伤悲
不曾疯狂地爱怎麽能体会 Wooh~~
一段 完美

Sunday, July 3, 2011

朋友

朋友
两班朋友,不同的相处
一班我们常常见面但有什么问题可以当面说出口
但我们却从来不会拿出心底话
不会告诉对方秘密
就算强迫了也不会说
但我们还是相处了那么多年
也许这是我们的相处方式
有时候别人会问我你在忙什么?
你们喜欢谁? 
我都说不知道
他们就很惊讶的说
你们不是很熟吗?
为什么会不知道
我也不知道要怎么回答 =-=




另一班的呢
不常见面
但是我们就是什么都讲
基本上我们彼此都没有秘密
有时还会约出来更新一下对方
虽然不见面但我们都知道对方的秘密
哈哈哈哈
这个相处方式不错
:)

有时的确很“bik chik" 
因为怎么问都不说
有起事来又说找不到人述说
如果有人懂头懂尾
那是不是你述说起来我更能明白呢?
唉。
朋友真的很难维持
我开始这么说
是因为我觉得我们有变化了。

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

report on recent life :D

HARLO HARLO!

very long dint post?
haha, guess so.
dont hav mood to post more bout my life.

juz finish my FINAL EXAM last week
confident on some subjects
screw one subject so far.

i hope i can get 5A
hopefully..
PRAY HARD.

now is my HOLIDAY!
but then so sad,
no $$$$$$
so cant go out wit buddies.

somehow planning a trip on july
hope dad allow n GIMME $$$$
hehehe.

2day go shop wit dad.
is like 10years once chance like dat
bought 2 leather shoes for my next sem
is expensivE! RM400 @@.
OppsSy
so sorry dad, i spend ur $ so much
long-term investment MA~~~
still got lots of things to buy
BRA, another pair of outgoing shoes...

and next start from next sem
stupid TAYLOR'S UNI
wan to charge us for parking feeSSSS
@#$%^&*
fees alr pay so much
still need to pay parking.
retarded uni.
so regret to study there =-=...

ok la! so far that my recent life!
C YA~ <3

Next to you

Chris Brown: Next To You Lyrics

[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely


Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

Friday, June 24, 2011

*like*





my new things to like! 
PITBULL's song 
hahahaha.

Ooh baby baby, La La La La La La La.. Don’t stop it – I want you tonight ;)